When my son stopped breathing in my arms, the part of me they had so foolishly underestimated finally opened its eyes.
I scoured the living room until I found my phone hidden inside the bottom of the laundry hamper, buried deep under a pile of damp towels. Calista had drained the battery completely and hidden the charging cable in a different room. My hands shook so violently that I dropped the device twice while trying to turn it back on, but I eventually managed to crawl toward the hallway drawer where we kept an old emergency flip phone for backup.
The screen flashed a mocking signal of no service.
I ran outside in my slippers, screaming for help until Mrs. Henderson from the house next door rushed across the lawn to see what was happening. She saw Leo’s face for only a second before she turned pale and whipped out her own phone to dial 911.
“Get an ambulance here right now,” she commanded the operator, her voice steady and urgent.
At the hospital, the world became a frantic blur of bright white lights and running feet. A nurse gently took Leo from my arms while a doctor shouted urgent medical orders to the team. Someone asked me a barrage of questions that I could barely answer through my sobs.
How long had he been turning blue?
When did the symptoms first start appearing?
Why did you wait so long to call for help?
That final question nearly split me open with the weight of its implication.
“I did not wait,” I said through gritted teeth. “They took my phone and prevented me from calling for help.”
A young social worker stood there with a clipboard and lowered it slightly to look me in the eye. “Who exactly took your phone away from you?”
I looked at Leo through the heavy glass of the isolation unit, surrounded by tubes and wires that looked far too large for his fragile body.